Lost.

I'm feeling kinda lost right now. I don't know what went wrong with me. It's like I don't see myself the way I used to anymore. Life isn't the same anymore. Works began piling up and people I care and love are all away from me. Sometimes I feel like I have nowhere to turn to. I tried keeping myself busy not to think about this but this is just a temporary distraction. I used to be someone who doesn't care about what's happening in the world. As the saying goes , 天塌下來，當被子蓋. If you're one of my close friends you'll know that I won't get upset over something for more than 1 or maybe 2 days. Sometimes I wish I was still in form 6. I know how crazy it sounds. I haven't visited the school since the last day of my STPM cause I don't like the feeling of seeing the same building but my friends are not there anymore. I have to admit I hated form 6. If it wasn't for my dad, I will not be there. But there I got to know so many friends whom I'll treasure for the rest of my life. Now everyone is in university we hardly get the chance to meet. I miss you guys so so much.