updates - life.relatioship.studies

Law requires self study a lot. So we actually have plenty of free time which should be dedicated into our studies. Yet, i spent them lazing on my bed doing nothing. Literally nothing. Most of the time I would just go online and fall asleep and watch drama. havent found the motivation to study. someone please tell me what to do :(

On the other hand, its already 5 days la since my bf left to Labuan for his studies. It was hard for me at first to be apart from him knowing that we'll not be meeting anytime soon. But now, I think I'm slowly getting back to my normal life. I hate this shit. I've been doing LDR my whole life wtf. ok. not whole life la.but you get what i mean. 

oh ,and I have to re-sit for my Criminal Law paper next month :(
wish me luck okay !

this weekend I visited PCLO to try out their churros. Quite nice la i feel. Better than the one in One Utama cause they added cinammon powder which makes it nicer. tried their chicken wrap as well and i liked it cause it makes me feel like i'm eating clean lol.

And here's my OOTD :)

Top : H&M

Bottom : The Tinsel Rack

Shoes : Aldo

Also, I've always wanted to try Inside Scoop ice-cream so i paid a visit to tehir SS22 branch cause its very near to my place. Tried the salted Caramel and Hazelnut one together with their Buttermilk Waffles. Not bad

PCLO Cafe @ Modvier

7 (JALAN RIONG), 59100 BANGSAR, Kuala Lumpur

Inside Scoop

57 Jalan SS22/19, Damansara Jaya, 47400 Petaling Jaya, Selangor

till then  :)

Hey love

In the morning when you wake up
I like to believe you are thinking of me
And when the sun comes through your window
I like to believe you've been dreaming of me

Dreaming

I know
'Cause I'd spend half this morning
Thinking about the t-shirt you sleep in

I should know
'Cause I'd spend all the whole day
Listening to your message I'm keeping
And never deleting

When I saw you,
Everyone knew
I liked the effect that you had on my eyes

But no one else heard
The weight of your words
Or felt the effect that they have on my mind

:)

In a blink of an eye, it's May already. So many things can happen in such a short period of time. May is a month of love to me because just a year ago , I met the love of my life. Well, we knew each other way before that but not close. Definitely not close lol. Somehow, I got to know him better and realise he's pretty interesting and attractive in his own way. I can't believe how time passes. It's gonna be our anniversary soon. Like really soon! In about 11 more days I guess? #failedgirlfriend. Yes I can't deny that we had lots of ups and downs but I guess that's what that make us stronger as a couple ? I don't know. I'll just go with the flow. There's no point forcing or trying too hard. It's a matter of time. I think it's still too early to judge anything now. Time proves everything.

Baby,

Thank you for loving me.

You have seen me at my worst but you didn't judge 

You're still willing to embrace all of me 

I'm lucky that you're willing to put up with my bad temper

And I love how you make me laugh like a 3 year old.  

                                                     I love you :)
Now and always    

I'm sorry :(

Forgive me, 

I may have said things that aren't exactly the way that I feel

.

.

.

I know it sounds crazy 

But I need you to trust me 

If it's how it must be 

Then I'll fade away 

When it finally feels true 

Then do what you have to 

Cause I'd never blame you for not choosing me 

But I'm not over you 

.

.

.

Down the road someone will ask me if I know you

I'll pause for a moment , I'll smile and say that I used to :)

I love you 

.

Came across an article on Facebook. 50 reasons on why are we unhappy ? But these are the few reasons why I was unhappy. 

1. You hold grudges 

2. You're stuck in your past. 

3. You worry. 

4. You compare yourself to others. 

5. You're afraid of failure. 

6. You're insecure. 

7. You procrastinate. 

8. You don't sleep enough. 

9. You're dependent. 

10. You care too much about what others think. 

11. You're impatient. 

12. You play the victim card. 

There was a point in my life when I was feeling really depressed and I feel like the world is turning against me. I don't wanna say why. It went on for like more than a month. I procrastinated. I didn't had enough sleep and I skipped meals. I don't even feel like dressing up. I began to skip classes. I could just laze around on my bed from day to night doing literally nothing. I felt alone. I don't feel like talking to anyone. It's that horrible. Lol. One morning, I finally stood up and decided to make a change. I went somewhere I could never get access to any social networks. I left without telling anyone except for a few. After a few days of touring around, I cleared my mind. I went to a place where no one knows me and I'm happy just being myself without caring what other people would think. I learned to let go of grudges. And that was actually the first time I smiled sincerely from my heart after like so long. I've also realised that sometimes I care too much especially towards the people I love. I constantly compare myself to others. Thinking that I'm never good enough. I felt insecure. Then, I remembered what my mum told me. " Sometimes we need to let go of certain things in order to be happy. " it's true. I pressured myself too much.  Always remember not to lose yourself in love. Stay true. 

"要学会放手 才懂得开心"

Source : http://www.lifehack.org/articles/communication/50-reasons-why-you-may-unhappy.html